Pain

I always thought that people who lamented about their love failures were just exaggerating to satisfy their egos, but then being in one has taught

me how difficult our hormones and complex brain makes it for us!!

Here is a small attempt at trying to explain what it feels like. It feels like you are at the bottom of a deep dark dry well,fully conscious of your doom

with no way out until that one person extends a hand!

It feels like a part of you has become so heavy that you cant carry it around anymore. Everything you see, touch, do,smell,

hear reminds you of her or something that involves her.

Though you know deep inside she has wronged you as much or more than you have her, you blame yourself. Why didnt I give her the window seat more often!!

And the worst part is that she manages to make you completely confused with the simple question - why did she dump me?

Most times there is no reason given and we men being us assume the worst - Im not handsome, im not rich, im not cool and so on that

hurts our self confidence. And worse if she does give a reason we just feel is that the reason? unbelievable.

Then comes the phase of wondering - will I ever find anybody as good and understanding as her? And to make things worse peer pressure -

call friends on saturday night and they are with their girl friends or even if thay are with you, their attention in on the mobile phone.

While they coochie cooo each other we simmer and feel all those feelings all over again.